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Difficult times Part 2

Realization! The realization that things are about to change, but probably didn’t know how much things would actually change. Being told to stay at home by the company that has employed you and gave you the security you needed for the last 5 years is quite a hard pill to swallow, but I understood that it’s not the company but the government that needs this to happen.

This is something that nobody has seen before, apart from war times before I was even born. We were going into the unknown, it felt very strange indeed. So, as a chef in charge of a team, made sure everyone understood what was happening and told them I would see them soon. That, unfortunately, wasn’t the case and would be the last time I saw my team.

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Like many others, I treated the first month like a holiday, did the things that I couldn’t fit in my daily day to day. Took photos, started drawing again, youtube channel and long walks, etc. But still, it was a strange feeling not being able to see anyone or get that human contact, and almost feeling guilty for not going to work. I was lucky enough to have my youngest son who was part of my bubble. I was also talking to a young lady at the time. This young lady helped me a lot through the first lockdown and I think I may have been a lot worse off without having that first lockdown contact.

As the weeks went past it was becoming apparent that many businesses were in great difficulties and many would face closure. Resorts world wasn’t what I thought, to be one of them. Unfortunately again, I was wrong. The pastry department was on the list for possible redundancies and the process had started. This was the start of my depression and anxiety, I probably wasn’t aware of it at the time as I often put troubles to the back of my mind thinking it will go away, I guess men aren’t as good about talking things out. I have always had emotional trauma in my life and never dealt with it properly until recent years, until a couple of years ago when I did start to seek help and get advice but only on a surface level.

When you have worked so hard for a company and put your life on hold for them, then get told that you are no longer needed (all be very early stages of covid), it destroys you inside. It also showed me that the big man has never cared for you as an employee and is only interested in the dollars (you mean nothing as an employee). Don’t get me wrong, I’m fully aware of the business side of things, but to give up so easily and so abruptly, this I don’t understand…….. but that’s the way big corporate companies treat you. There is a lot to be said for small businesses and restaurants, keep them going, keep them alive and forget big chains with no souls. I would also like to say at this point that I worked with some amazing people at the resort, made some friends, and also lost some friends due to some things out of my control, but this always happens when you leave a company and you’re not there to defend yourself. This also only added to my anxiety and stress.

To cut a long story short, I received my redundancy, said my goodbyes to the most amazing pastry team I have ever worked with, and left for Cornwall, my home. The realization kicked in at this point, I was now jobless with a bit of money in the bank. No family to fall back on if I needed support at the time (this was to change later on down the road). So I needed to come up with a plan to make money and keep myself from breaking down completely. It’s a strange place being on your own, even though you aren’t on your own. Friends, family, they are always there but for some reason when you are in a self-preservation, anxious and depressed state, you can’t seem to see anything and you only feel deeply alone.

I’m going to go a little of track but still on the subject, I want to talk about my very good friend Karl Martin (who has given permission to include him in my blog).

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I’ve known Karl for many years and we met at a place called Ardencote manor where we both worked, Karl as a sous chef and myself as the pastry chef. Karl was and is such a talented chef in every aspect and is also what I call a chef full of emotion. This emotion is what makes him a chef and delivers this in the food he creates, exciting, bold, and very modern cuisine. I used to love giving him advice through the times we were together, listening to his ideas with great interest, and still after we parted ways from the Ardencote, watching him grow at Old Downton Lodge where he and his team gained 4 rosettes, what an achievement!.

But it wasn’t always rosy for Karl and this is something I didn’t know or didn’t want to see. Karl had been with his wife for around ten years and married for 5 years. As most career chefs he was totally absorbed in his work, from the work itself to eating out with his wife, and would pay more attention to the food than he would with to the woman he loved. Not only that, but he was also having difficulties with issues at work, having to watch his back, not being to tell anyone off, and a massive pressure to be happy and smiley all the time (which none of us are). Eventually, Karl and his wife ended up splitting and this then caused Karl to go into deeper depression and turn to drink. He was in a very dark place.

At the time I didn’t know much about this apart from knowing about his break up. As a friend, I invited him to come to my workplace and learn some chocolate work for a couple of days, so we set a date. When the date came, Karl rang me and said he couldn’t make it and sent a colleague in his place. I was furious with him and told him to sort his life out and “MAN UP”. this is something that I shouldn’t have said and nobody wants to hear when you’re in that kind of state. I could hear the hurt in his voice but didn’t care at the time. I now know this was so wrong of me and I was so caught up in my own emotions that I totally ignored his cries for help. But, this is what the industry does to you and this is also what happened to me, my family, and my work to some degree. Only through my own darkness could I see what Karl went through, and it’s something I wouldn’t wish on anybody. It’s great to have passion but don’t let it consume you, there’s more to life, there’s your life.

This was just a little bit for you to maybe understand that you’re not the only person struggling although it may seem it at the time and sometimes you just need to reach out for help. It’s very easy as I know to be consumed by anxiety, depression, and loneliness, but at these times we need our friends and family more than anything. Easier said than done, I know. “Love you Karl”, and you’ll be happy to know that he’s moved aboard to be close to his family and living it up.

There is no point looking into the past and the mistakes we made with friends, life, and work, we just need to learn to open our eyes, listen and have full respect for our nearest and dearest. love is the key to most things, accepting love is the difficult part too. I’m no expert on writing, emotions, and the rest so I’m trying to put things across as best I can. I will end the blog here, for now, still a lot to the story to go and I hope this is helping you reading it as it’s helping me to write it. You are not alone xx.

Difficult times Part 1

2020 !! what can I say, the toughest year of my life to date? I thought that I have had some tough years in my life, and I have. But this year was on a different level!

Where to start? well, I guess at the beginning of 2020, New years eve in fact. I had a few very minor backaches in the past and always thought nothing of them, so, being me ignored these small warning signs, foolishly

Things were going brilliantly well at the resort and we had a special dinner lined up for new years eve, which entailed a few extra hours to prepare for the pastry team and me.

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The day was long and we had all been on our feet from the early hour to get things right for the big night. I felt a slight ache throughout the day but didn’t think it would come to anything. As a chef and all chefs know that we, unfortunately, disregard our own health when it comes to pleasing the customer. We also have to work in a very bodily strain way with our necks bent at a back-breaking angle to our workbenches for very long hours.

, So, the night went very well, we finished around 11.30 pm, said hello and took the thanks for the night, then home. The following morning, jeepers! I could hardly get out of bed! It felt like someone had removed my spine. getting dressed for work was a nightmare, but again I thought it would just ease of after a few hours so continued to work. The pain did not ease and only got worse, to a point where I had to leave work to go home. Driving home from Birmingham to Cornwall was one of the most painful things I have done in a very long time. This was the start of so painful sciatica, 4 weeks of pain. And little did I know that this was only the start of my troubles.

Unfortunately at the time of having my damaged back and not being able to work for some weeks ( I still have problems now from this a year on.) did put pressure on our marriage, and was probably the final nail in the coffin. When My back had finally allowed me to get on my own feet and mobile to some degree, my wife and I decided to go our separate way after 25 years. I won’t go into the details about the how’s and why’s as some things need to remain private.

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This obviously had a big effect on my youngest child and to some degree, my eldest child too, but he’s grown up and can understand that some things in life happen. It was a very difficult time for all, but it was time. So, after explaining things to my youngest and involving him in helping me find a new “man pad” as we liked to call it, things got a little brighter. I would pour all my efforts into making a new home for myself and the kids when they come to stay. Then I would return back to work with a lot of great things planned at the resort. A new and improved Tuk van to sell all our gorgeous creation, special guest chefs nights planned for the whole year with some of the biggest chefs in Birmingham and other areas, this was the pastry departments biggest year and we and the resort were pushing hard and in the right direction.

February flew by and I was keeping myself fully busy with planning things for the future of the pastry team. Then we hit March. We had heard of a small outbreak in China, A virus, one, at the time they said shouldn’t have a big effect on us and the rest of the world, “they are monitoring the situation”. Wow!. that Virus started to spread fast and was moving around the globe at an alarming rate. Close to the end of March, the whole country was on lockdown! Things would never be the same again.

I will continue in part two soon. please follow me on my Instagram page Yumii_dc, Yumii_rebellion. Become a member of this page also for free recipes and blogs

Flavour/taste/texture and looks

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Patisserie, one of the hardest jobs in the kitchen because there is nowhere to hide and no corners to cut. Ofcourse there are chefs out there that cut corners or say “Nah, pastry is easy, I don’t bother weighing it, throw it together and it just works!”, well balls to that.

There is such an unbelievable amount to take into account when trying to become a pastry chef and becoming the pastry chef you’ve always wanted to be. Watching TV and seeing beautiful creations that are made in minutes, books that are filled with dreamy desserts that are picture perfect and visiting your favourite places with the best patisseries, these can all inspire you to be better and more creative but the reality is that 60-70% of aspiring pastry chefs will never get to that standard. My theory to this is that you need to have an artistic level of thinking with a scientific mind, looking at the ingredients at a molecular level and not just something that you use to hold things together. I’ve been a pastry chef for over 20 years and have also worked with many chefs and pastry chefs over those years. Some extremely talented chefs and others that seem to just to it for a living. With pastry, it has to be a career choice, it has to be something you absolutely love and live for, there is no in-between.

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I honestly believe that anyone can become a decent pastry chef with the right training and guidance but I don’t believe that anyone can become a great pastry chef. I’m very lucky in my job to be able to have a team and to be able to teach within my workplace. This isn’t always an easy ride for me and can be extremely frustrating and take me to the edge of sanity at times. When I have young chefs, older chefs or chefs that in their own right have great skill, come to me because they want to learn what I do or want to be where I’m am in my career, I say to them “There is no easy route, there is no cutting corners, work hard, open your mind and believe”. I feel that with these ethics you can create your path.

But, missing any one of these parts will result in failure. If you cut corners the public will notice, if you don’t work hard enough, all will notice. If you don’t open your mind you’ll never develop and if you don’t believe in yourself or have an “I can do this” attitude, then give up.

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This then brings me onto taste, texture, flavour and looks. These elements are also a must as we eat with our eyes first, so looks are very important. For a pastry chef just to plop something on a plate without a care in the world is mostly unheard of, even at the early stages of your career as a pastry chef, most have a passion with presentation. This in turn will develop over time. Taste and flavour are probably the next part before texture. I’ve eaten in quite a number of restaurants and hotels and I would say 70% of the desserts I have eaten have been of a pour quality, Simply because it has been style over substance, looks great on a plate but has tasted of nothing but sugar. With me, I work on the flavours first, test them with many different people, well before I decide on what it will look like on the plate. Then we go for the look, this part is highly important as it should go without saying but again these things can be missed, crazy you say, but it happens! As I mentioned earlier, we eat with our eyes first then we get the aroma, lastly the taste. These are the only guides a pastry chef needs to understand to be successful and to have a good understanding of patisserie. Knowledge is the key to all, train hard, listen to others but most of all be true to your passion and yourself. Remember what you came into the industry for, to excite the public with your flavours and impress with your talents and skill as a pastry chef.

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I have made pastry my own without guidance from others, without having to dive into other chefs cookery books or scour the internet for recipes for my next dessert creation. I’m not saying that it’s a bad thing and I have asked colleges on how to formulate certain recipes in the past but I do feel that creativity comes from the soul. So if and where you can, develop your own recipes, your own creations and style. They don’t always work and can be very frustrating in the development, but this is how we learn in life, by making mistakes. And remember, a recipe is only a guideline and something that you don’t need to follow, rules are there to be broken!

Any new talent coming through ???????

What’s happening with the standard of chefs and pastry chefs coming into the industry today ??

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Many young chefs have applied to work for me at the resort which I think is something special in it’s self, pleased that they want to join our team. The first thing I say to them is “what is it that you want by joining the pastry team?”, the answer they usually give is that they want to learn how to be the best they can in patisserie, Great!!. Their CV’s are pristine, fresh out of college with a selection of beautiful photo’s, lovely creations and seemingly the right attitude for the career they have chosen. Well this is what you would have thought, but this couldn’t be more further from the truth. I never shy away from saying at the begin that this job is extremely hard work from the get-go, so if you are willing to roll with the punch’s then I’m the man to teach you the ways of fine patisserie.

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In the begin things go well for the new arrivals, they are keen and buzzing with enthusiasm, their minds charged to absorb the difficult and complex dishes we are about to create for our hundreds of guests to enjoy. I try not to overload them with too many things at once because that in itself is counter productive, lets walk before we start to run. Don’t get me wrong though, even the basics are difficult to master and this is where the realization comes in for the younger chefs on how different it is from the easier college lives or where they have had a job in which the work wasn’t as precise and detailed as they’d imagined. This is a wake up call and can be quite unnerving for the “more delicate chef” , as the pressure builds and the work load increases, mistakes start to form and cracks start to appear. Before you know it they are handing their notice in or going off on the sick. The resort is a huge build where Patisserie plays a large role, not only to the customers love what we do but the team enjoy the benefits of our creations, they bring joy to a stressful day. This in turn maximizes our work load and every single item that comes out of our kitchen has to be on point !

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I say this as this is what I need the younger chefs to understand when they come and join the team. Only through hard work and dedication to the job can you achieve the skill it takes to deliver this kind of quality. I feel that they watch too much TV where they think everything is golden and things will fall in their laps without the hard work involved. Cooking programs and social media butter the lifestyle up making it look glamorous and appealing to the younger generation, which is great, but it doesn’t prepare them for the reality of the kitchen. I didn’t just appear here fully equipped with the knowledge and skill, no mate, that’s not how it works. It’s taken me many years of long hours, struggles and determination to get where I am today. Complete perseverance and pushing myself to the limit, sleepless nights and crying over cake, whatever it took to expand my knowledge. Unfortunately this is what is lacking with the chefs of today, they can’t do the hours, they don’t want to work hard and they don’t understand what a chef means. It’s a trend that is very worrying for the future of patisserie in and around Birmingham as we already have a lack good creative minds. I would like to say this to all want to be chefs, It’s one of the toughest industries going but the rewards get be fantastic as long as you put in the effort, I have had the privilege of creating great pastry chefs, these are the ones that to what is needed to achieve their goals. So if you are thinking about leaving college to become a pastry chef or chef, please remember, work hard, listen and develop. This in turn will boost your skill level and drive you to achieve the goals you are aiming for, or don’t bother as the job will eat you alive!

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In the thick of it !!

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Well I can honestly say that Bharat and myself weren’t smiling in the first round of the Bake Off, it was a blur. From the time they said “GO !” to the finish on the first day, I still don’t know where the time went. This is where we had to make the Conversation (not talking between ourselves) and the fruit tart (our own version).

We had this planned out to the last minute, the problem was that we had no bloody idea what a “conversation tart” was, it also appeared that no one else did either. We did our best from searching the internet and books and began to get a picture of what was needed.

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When it came to making this on the show it didn’t turn out as well as in the picture I’m afraid to say but the idea was good saying that we had no clue. This we thought was meant to throw us, a spanner in the works and to test our skills as pastry chefs. Bharat and I thought we had done badly with this as we decided to change things the night before. We shouldn’t have done this, go with your gut instincts….always). Then we saw everyone elses weren’t great, apart from the Hilton’s team, they were all pretty bad. That was the saving grace and so didn’t do too badly after all.

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The fruit tart was a good one for us, well at least we thought so. It’s something we do on a regular basis so we could apply this to the task in hand. Everything we did for the tart in the show went to plan but this we only managed to get done in the nick of time with seconds to spare.

The problem we had with the tart and the Conversation is the fact that before being judged they were left out for over 2 hours before tasting began. This wasn’t good and we felt it was unfair to judge delicate pastries when they weren’t in the best condition, and it showed. But again, compared to others we didn’t do too bad. That was the first day over and done with. On to the next traumatic day!

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What can I say, this part of the show for me was the most difficult in the entire program. We went into this not understanding the brief fully, or so we are told this. As we understood the brief we had to make a center showpiece in a black forest style of our own making and desserts to feed a certain amount of people. If you look at the picture I think we did this, saying this was our first ever showpiece. I don’t think we did a bad job. We tested the Entermet with so many people before we went on the show and we knew we had great flavours. Well, things didn’t go to plan. The heat in the studio kitchen was not good for chocolate work, everything we did in white chocolate just fell apart, the bands that are supposed to be highly finished looked terrible and the stress was getting to us…a lot !! Well me for sure, haha.

We got it done in the end and then it was judging time, eeeek. The first ones to be judged were the Hilton. Their showpiece was stunning and we knew that ours was going to get ripped apart when the time came. Judging was brutal as it went down the chain and after a very long wait it was our turn. They didn’t hold back in anyway shape or form, we got judged royally for a good 15 mins and I could feel my frustration rising but I knew I couldn’t talk back as this could have consequences. By then end I was a broken man with nowhere to run, I cried for the first time in many years and it felt like I couldn’t cook at all. What the hell was I doing on this stupid show!!?.

Elimination time and to be honest we thought it would be us going, but it wasn’t. Chris and Bjarni from the Warren unfortunately bit the dust, it was a sad time but also we were extremely thankful we survived to the next stage. After saying our goodbyes, i turned to Bharat and said “We have to come back fighting for the next round!” and boy, we did just that.

New Opening

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I thought I’d take a small break from the Bake off, not meaning that I won’t mention it, but just to give you an incite to recent events.

As you may or may not know from my social media that I’m currently involved in a new restaurant at the resort with Head Chef Aaron Darnley. This is something special and looks to be a great success,

but I had forgotten how hard an opening is and the pressures to “get things right”.

It’s not just about getting it right for you the consumer but for us as chefs also, this in itself brings added pressure to an already pressurized job. Openings aren’t for everyone, as they can be daunting and do not always run to plan, you also have to remember that you are at work with many different kinds of people (designers, backers, builders, chefs, front of house and the list can go on), for this you have to be very adaptable and have an open mind, especially in a corporate sense and environment. With all of this taken into account plus the pressure of staying in budget throughout can be mind boggling and frustrating at the best of time, but, and this is a big “but”, it’s not all rough sailing. We as chefs love a challenge and there is no better stage than a new restaurant. Here we can make a mark and it’s our chance to make a great impression on the public. My favorite thing is to develop new dishes, create menu ideas and testing them on the team and family. We tried so many many different dishes before we opened Sky By The Water at Resorts World Birmingham until we found a selection of perfection.

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I’m a huge believer in big punchy flavours and getting the most out of the ingredients you have in front of you. So many times have I been disappointed by the dishes that have been served to me in supposed “high end restaurants” simply because they lack flavour or seasoning. Style over substance, well you need both style and substance with bags of flavour. So, as you may have seen from Instagram we’ve all been hard at work trying to get things right, hopefully we’ve done just that, the public will surely tell us right or wrong in any case.

It’s has been good for the pastry team also to get back into the restaurant after the demise of Robata Bar And Grill a couple of years ago (not to say we haven’t been busy) as I believe that platted desserts allow the chefs imagination to flow as do new openings. These are blank canvases for us to paint, and I being an artist, relish in this.

After a few hiccups we got over our creative differences and pushed forward to ensure that the opening would be a success and something myself, Aaron Darnley, his team and also my team can be proud of. I must also mention our marketing team who have helped get things right and ready for the launch and are still continuing the push. The restaurant is now open for dinner and afternoon tea, we look forward to see you all soon!

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Meeting the Crew and Other chefs for the first 6

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All training done, well, all that we could possibly fit in as we didn’t know what we would be walking into. D day had arrived, the brief for the first part was clear……. ish. We packed as much equipment as we could in the car (sorry pastry kitchen for leaving you a little short, but needs must) and set off the the location for filming. Bharat and I had mixed feelings on what to expect and what was expected from us, but we both knew it would be hard work physically and mentally, so we thought we were well prepared, oh how wrong we were!

We arrived at the destination where we unloaded and meet some of the crew that would be looking after us during filming, here also is where we met the other 5 pairs of chefs for the first time.

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We all have our own thoughts about what to expect from other chefs, but here we met a fabulous bunch of chefs. It’s not often that you meet chefs with happy, strong and lovable personalities but here they all were in the same competition. This in a way made it more difficult as you don’t want to hurt the feelings of the people you like, on the other hand, we were all there to win.

After unloading all our equipment, saying hello to all and trying to work out the lay of the kitchen, we headed back off to where we would be sleeping for the next few days. Booked in and off to the pub to bond over dinner with the chefs and baby sitters (to make sure we didn’t get too drunk).

After we were fed and watered and back to our rooms ready for the next days filming, I had a little time to go over the brief with Bharat and then some sleep. Before I could get to sleep all I could think about that night is “What the hell have I let myself in for!”. Needless to say I didn’t get much sleep that night.

The next day came, the taxi was ready to pick us all up at 5.30am (it was going to be a long day for sure), everyone was still not quite awake and slightly nervous on what was to come.

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The time had arrived, after a couple of photo’s and a chat with the film crew, we were lead into the studio to get familiar with the surroundings again as things had changed due the amount of cameras and camera men. Here we also met Cherish and Benoit for the first time. I had followed these guys all of my Career and they are Chefs that I respect because of their talent and what they have achieved in their careers.

I was a little starstruck but they soon put us at ease, well as much as they could under the circumstances. It was time for filming to start and the competition to begin……..Eeek! the butterflies began and dry mouth set in. “Chefs please get on your marks, Ready to go in 3-2-1!!!!!!!!”

On the next blog I will take you through the mayhem on the first part and the pure emotion on the second part.

Bake Off The Professionals

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We would never have thought in a million years that we would end up on The Bake Off! But we did and what a ride it was!

I had followed the Bake off Professionals for a couple of years and to be honest, it scared the shit out of me. Not because I thought the challenges are unrealistic and way too demanding, but the time scales to do the tasks were crazy. Plus you have to bare in mind the conditions on which they had to work with. Heat is not a friend in pastry unless it’s in the oven, cold is not sugar’s best friend when trying to make sculptures, this is what scared me. Great for pastry chefs to watch as we can empathize with the chefs on the show, but for the general public it must be something different all together, shock, amazement and the “Wow” factor must play a large part in the viewing. And there must be “I wonder how they did that” moments.

So, maybe after the third series and it was moving from the BBC to Channel 4, it was time for us to apply? Over a couple of beers and a chat with Bharat (we didn’t actually agree to do it this point) we thought in our minds that maybe we should apply and would think on it. Me being me applied the next day without telling Bharat and sent the application off to Love Productions, then forgot about it. I literally forgot about it for a couple of months, I hadn’t even told Bharat when a phone call came through from Love Productions asking if we would like to apply for the show. I proceeded to tell them that I’ve already applied (this was whilst myself and Bharat are in the kitchen). You should have seen the look Bharat’s face!

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After a number of phone calls and chats we were invited to the auditions in London, where we had to bring along a macaron selection and a Pastry of our own creation. I love making macaron’s so I knew that wouldn’t be too difficult, the other item held a few more problems. We had to come up with something that would last from Birmingham to London, a travel cake, a travel bar maybe. It came to me that we needed something with great flavour, looks and strength for a long train ride and underground madness whilst in London-shire.

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As you can see by this Macaron photo we developed 12 different macarons and flavours. This wasn’t the brief, they had asked for one flavour and 12 macarons! Oh well, they tasted good I’m sure.

Below you can see the travel bar, we tested this on many different people at work, home, friends and whoever we thought might give us a true opinion of the looks and flavours of the creations. I think we got this spot on, so we wrapped them up in box’s and headed down south!

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This for myself and Bharat was something completely new! Camera’s, Lights and Action!! Haha, it was actually like that and it makes you sweat on the spot, for some can be very intimidating. The crew however were amazing and put us at ease from the time we stepped through the door for the first part of the audition, this was to test our knowledge of the industry and also the flavours of our creations, a tense time. But we needn’t have worried, I wasn’t put off by the camera’s and lights and Bharat was great with the questions which then got us through to the second part of the process. This was more about us as people and our backgrounds. Again, I have plenty to offer in this way as long as the ear wants to listen, and with this we finished the audition and went home, waitting to hear if we had been selected. This was a very long wait indeed.

After a seriously long time waitng for Channel 4 to make there mind up, we got a phone call saying that we had been selected and it wouldn’t be long before we received our first brief……. Shit the bed!! It was real, this was it I suppose. Bharat and I jumped with joy but at the same time thought “SHIT!!” It’s time to get serious and get training!

I will continue this over the next few weeks, a lot to fit in but an amazing journey for sure. I would also like to say that we couldn’t have done it without the help and support of Resorts World Birmingham, the Marketing team, Andy Waters and Ian Bennett who have great faith in us all the way.

Saying Goodbye

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As some of you may or may not know, Bharat Chandegra has left the building! After 3 and a half years as my pastry Sous chef at Resorts World Birmingham. After the show ended it was inevitable that the offers would come rolling in for us both, Bharat needed to to take the next step in his career and now is as good a time as any. It also allows the other team members to progress further in their careers. I’m am proud that I’ve been able to teach another pastry chef in Birmingham and the fact that people are hunting his skills is fantastic. It’s now time for the next pastry chefs training.

It’s funny, I have had a lot of interest in the position of pastry Sous chef, but out of all that have applied not one was at the skill level that need for this. Although they thought they were but couldn’t do the basics. It’s ok saying that you have worked in all these great places in the country and London, but if the places aren’t teaching you the fundamentals of pastry and all you all day do is platted desserts, well, then there is something lacking in the industry.

It’s something that as a pastry chef you need to be able to teach and learn everything on a daily basis, push yourself to learn the difficult things first and the rest becomes easy. Follow your favorite pastry chefs for inspiration and don’t rely on home cook recipe books to make you a better pastry chef. That comes from making your own recipes, trial and error is the only way forward. We all need to make mistakes before we can get a full understanding of what works. Below is myself and Erik Van Der Veken (Cocoa Barry ambassador) teaching us the knowledge we needed for our showpieces before we went onto the bake off show.

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It is such a valuable thing as a chef that we keep up with the times, keep learning, always ask for help when needed (myself, with a vast network of pastry friends will ask for help when I need it). You can’t do everything yourself without help, yes you can get by but you need the skills of others to help you progress.

I love social media to to a point, I’m not into blurting out my life problems over Facebook or who I hate on Twitter, for other things though it can be very helpful and a form of free advertisement. It has also shaped us as pastry chef, chefs etc, simply because this is where we look to see how we can better ourselves and our techniques. Looking and understanding the way thing are made from a simple picture is an art form in itself and it takes a lot of imagination and creative thought for it to be successful, again mistakes must be made first to succeed. Below is Myself, Florian and Jonathan.

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Learning sugar was a massive turning point again for me. It’s such a difficult thing to master because there are so many things you have to think about when performing sugar showpieces. I was very lucky, and have been able to learn from the best in the business – Florian Poirot. He’s a very clever teacher and doesn’t mince his words when teaching you, if it’s crap then he’ll tell you! This part of him I love as you know when you are doing it wrong. This is how to teach, not to pander to peoples feelings but to get under the skin to force them to do better. It works and it helped me no end when it came to competition time on The Bake Off, for this I thank you Florian. Keep learning chefs, ask for advice and keep in touch and keep sharing, because you can’t take it with you when you die.

My next blog with be about Bake off The Professionals

Pastry Chef Crisis In Birmingham ?

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Pastry, a great skill and a master trade. Are we loosing the battle in Birmingham for quality and skilled craftsmen in the trade? Over the years whilst working in and around the Midlands have only come across a few talented and dedicated pastry chefs who knew there profession inside out. A lot of them have now left the Midlands simply because of standards. With most establishments (not all) Pastry and the Kitchens are left to degrade, loss of equipment never replaced, the floors broken and dirty, cladding stained and coming of thef wall, I could go on. It’s something I have never understood as a chef, the kitchen is the heart of the establishment yet it is treated by a number of country house hotels as the one that “We don’t have to work in there so as long as they are cooking we can carry on”. This leads to unhappy chefs, the chef leaves to find another place where they promise everything even if the kitchen is in a bad way. “Don’t worry, we’ll sort things out when you get here, you just make your wish list and I’ll stick it in the filing cabinet with all the rest”. And so it begins again.

I have no doubt in my mind that the reason there is shortage of Pastry chefs, chefs etc is because the way that the industry looks after the people that work so many hours and so tirelessly for the profession but for little gain. Unless you’ve managed to hit the top and then you can control your own destiny. This doesn’t happen for the majority, some get depression, some get anxiety and some just give up, turning to drugs or alcohol. How can we blame them!? They then leave there 9-11 jobs and join the agencies because at least then they can work the hours they want, get the money they need and have a better life style all round. We need chefs !!! The companies that didn’t look after them in the first place have to pay crazy charges for a chef just to be able to find one through an agency, very little comes through when you do adverts in the Caterer or news papers like the old days, You must pay!!

You can talk to any chef and they will all say the same, fortunately I am a lucky one as are all my chefs that work under me. They get a good work/life balance, learn everything they will need to carry them through the industry at a high level and they get to love the industry that they are in.

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For us as chefs, we need to inspire, lead and develop the next generation of pastry chefs/chefs to retain them, not to torture them. Keep pushing for excellence and expect nothing less. When the younger chefs see you reaching high standards and in love with your career, this in turn will encourage them to work hard and want to be the best, not push them into the agency life. We can blame everyone else, but really it’s up to us to get the next generation of chefs interested again and help them to understand that it’s ok to want to learn and develop, but that doesn’t mean you have to job hop every 6 months (I also went through this stage).

We have the power, get the balance right and things fall into place.

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